Can I Just Say?

This day was like.. WHOAH.

I was ROCKBAND-ing the whole afternoon with my sister and it was SOOO AWESOME. We were touring around the world na. Sooo COOL. I could ROCKBAND all day! But when the hard songs came in.. OMG I JUST CANT. My drum skills are no match to those killer songs. I need practice... A LOT OF PRACTICE.

Then, when night came, I went up in the attic, went online, talked to Bert and greeted him a Happy Happy BERT-day. I really felt bad for him cuz it was his birthday and he didn't feel like it was his day. Cuz he was stressed out on his play and IB. So, we talked.. the usual, how are you? the same casual Catching up conversations. GAD! I really missed him, Its been a while since we had a decent conversation without getting disconnected by DSL. We talked for like 3 hrs in YM.

Tapos biglang sunod-sunod na nagIM yun mga tao. First Digi, then Marya, then IWI.then Beyiia. OMG. NAKAKASTRESS SI IWI. MAYGAD NAKAKASTRESS. First, I was interrogating her on something then the next thing I know.. Beyiia was like asking me for my number for some reason. AYAW PA NIYA SABIHIN KUNG PARA SAN. Then, nagCONFE kami with Diigi & Marya cuz we were like.. OMG whats GOING ON? and GHAD I cant even blog properly!!!!!!!

I was comforting bert because of his bad day so I was like.. CALM.. then biglang BOOOM NA-STRESS AKO DAHIL SA MGA PANGYAYARE.
I SWEAR, Words cant even explain what I'm feeling right now. All I can say is.. I'm STRESSED in a situation where I'm not even supposed to be stressed out. MAYGAD whats wrong with me.

I planned this evening out. I was suppose to make something for BERT. Yes, you guessed it... a LETTER. Cuz I have a way with letters, cuz its the only thing in the world that I'm good at. HAHA! So yeah.. because of all the drama that has happened tonight.. HINDI KO NAGAWA. NAGOFFLINE NA SIYA AND HE CANT READ IT :( I really wanted him to read it because kahit papano.. I wanted him to feel special on his bday. CUZ TRUST ME, I felt what he felt today. My last Bday nag-emo ren ako.. cuz my mom wasnt around and I wasnt able to spend it with my HS loves. I'm just glad na kahit papano, na maraming nagreet sakin.. and thats what made my 17th birthday special. Wala ngang bonggang celebration peroo for me those little greetings made my day.

I guess thats what I want him to feel on his bday...Based on his kwento's.. his day sucked daw.. I want him to feel what I felt nung bday ko. I want him to feel good about himself. I want him to feel special for his bday.


Okay ayoko na magdrama. Masyado nang CHEEZY! Anyway...
I have to do something else..
Now If you'll excuse me, I have a letter to write :P